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Month of July
Open door
Been separated more
Viewing from the outside
Lingering less inside
Put me on the bright side
Where the sun shines
No matter the weather
My mind finds
Whether or not the time’s right
Shine on my midnight
Finding less
Listening more
A binded mess
With fewer doors
Where did you go?
I say
Although it was me
Who opened the door
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26
Twenty Six
Going on Twenty Seven
Going on Nineteen
Going on Seven
Going on I think I know
To I can’t do anything
To I wish I’d move
To here is better
Twenty Six times
I said I’d be better
Maybe it’s better to wait
Til I’m Twenty Seven
***
Untitled
I guess
One good thing
About me
I always seem to focus
On something
Other
Than what’s in front
Of me
I guess I just
Don’t wanna be
In the place I am
Because the sunset
Is always prettier
In a memory
***
Claws
Put your claws in my back
I will get you back
With a scratch
From your chin
To your neck
Nibble on my nose
When your bowl isn’t full
I will rush to my feet
Almost still asleep
Entrust me with your life
I will love you with mine
I will be here all of yours
But you’ll be just a part
Of mine.
***
Earthquake
Inside
These hidden pages
You might find
A part of me
I tend to hide
Sometimes
To feel is overwhelming
So I do my best
To shut the doors
Turn off the lights
Hope to just dream
Straight through the night
It’s much easier
To not explain
Why I feel pain
As autumn begins
Or on my birthday
Why certain songs send
Me into internal earthquake
Sometimes I crack
At the foundation
It takes years to notice
Until the water begins flowing
Up to your knees
Finally, you ask
When did it get so deep?
***
Indian
The sun seems sadder
Later in the summer
It’s sphere feels softer
Like a face illuminated
By a campfire
It’s fiery orb burns oranger
As we inch toward october
Maybe it remembers
It must leave for the winter